TabsRecord DataSource citation: Moncure Daniel Conway, Diary, 1851-1853, MC 1999.6, Moncure Daniel Conway Family Papers, Archives and Special Collections, Dickinson College, Carlisle, PA, p. 99-100. Author: Conway, Moncure DanielType: DiaryDate Certainty: ExactTranscriber: Michael BlakeTranscription date: 07/10/2007 TranscriptionThe following text is presented here in complete form, as it originally appeared in print. Spelling and typographical errors have been preserved as in the original. 14. Went to Jeff. Wrote a Letter to Uncle T; also an Art. on Children; Novalis &c. During these quiet days to myself I had much reflection to myself. It is an awful thought but true that I am not representing a Faith I know to be untrue! I have written to my father telling him of it. I am not determined to leave the Church in March. But O God shall my life be false till then. Yet what can I do. I never say anything that is untrue. And if I thought that my remaining a Meth. Would make one more Orthodox I wouldn't remain a day. Lord! Then seest me: before Thee I stand or fall.